Tomorrow

Tomorrow - January 28th. My first little boy will turn 11 !!! 11 my goodness how time has flown. In a way I wish I could go back and really try to cherish every moment but then again all that wishing will just waste the time with him I have right now. I remember holding him in my arms rocking him to sleep when he was just a little guy. I would hold him for hours (this was when he was a only child and I had more time to do that!) and just stare at him hoping I could remember that moment forever. Tonight as I tucked him in he asked if I could lay with him for a few minutes, I started to make some excuse...you know the kitchen ALWAYS needs cleaned - but then, I realized that I should be cherishing this moment too. I climbed up in his bed and we talked for a bit - we always have the best talks at bedtime. Anyway, I'm not so sad that he's turning 11 we've had some really great times and many wonderful memories are being made everyday. Although I miss that sweet little boy I love the big guy he's becoming.